So yeah got back last month and have been on vaction ever since, so to recap what I have done the last 7 months my gf Staci cheated on me and then married the guy she cheated on me with while i was deployed tho the marriage to the guy didn't take place till after i got back great huh? Learned alot in iraq about life like how there is no such thing as good or evil example being how for the iraqies cwould accpect help for supplies and protection but if one of them killed us it was not even a crime just a slap on the hand for killing an infidel while if another iraqie killed another iraqie he be thrown in jail.

I also learn emotions are weakness they lead to irrational thoughts and choices and allow people to control and manipulate you for there own goals, i learned that ones true enemy is not your enemy but your friends and your family for they are in your heart they can distort your feelings, backstabb you, use you and betray you. At least with your enemies they hate you, you hate them, and you believe your right and they believe there right and you fight and fight until there is a winner among you. At least you know where they stand and understand them where else friends and family ignore you, betray you, forget about you, and hurt you over and over again and leave you all alone in the world and sell you out to your enemies.

Thats why i believe its better to be alone, hated, isolated and to live life in anger using people as they use you to achieve there own ends, contecpts like love, friends and family is a bunch of garbage that will only lead you down a path of hurt and betrayl over and over again. Other then that I am fine I have enjoyed my vaction, should be getting around to posting new stuff, my Z is in the shop getting fixed and my life is so much more better and happier once i disowned my family, thrown away my emotions and attachments toward people and things of life tho i still love my car.

As for the readers of PKMNEB and Spider-Black the newer chapters will be much darker and far more violent and tormenting of the heroes and it will over all incorperate everything i have learned the past 7 months. But through out the deployment i have been keeping up with everyones new art works, writings, etc, and I must say alot of you have improved a great deal. Thank you all for being patient!

Poet of God