I died in sin by helping those God told me not to help, I died doing it and in the end I died in sin, now I sit here for a long time in my pit of fire burning and screaming and being eaten by the worms of fire. Often times a heard people reciting bible verses and screaming out at God but don't they know he isn't listening and he's not watching for in this place of death we are separate from God. A long time has pass and nothing has changed I sit here day after day in my pit of fire forever burning and scream. Its not the pain that gets me its being away from God forever and ever that torments me, nothing ever new happens just sit here and burn all day and all night.

Well I don't think there is a night or a day because I cant see for the fire burns my eyes so all I see is darkness and the screams and the foul smell of hell. Then one day as I scream the pain stops. I'm back on earth standing before all my saved brothers and sisters, I thought God had should me mercy and love I thought he was going to spare me being in hell anymore I so wanted out of hell. but I was wrong I looked upon the sad face of the father and the son and all the people around me. God told me its time for the second death. I stand there as I'm judged and God wipes away a tear telling me why I have to go to the lake of fire. I drop my head and fall to the ground begging for forgiveness begging for mercy and love. But its to late I should have listen to God when I was alive I should have repented for my sins I should have had more faith and more love for him. But its to late I sigh enjoying my last moments being free of pain I enjoy my last moments looking upon all my saved friends and family as they cry and I wipe away a few tears. Soon after I'm casted in the fires knowing a pain greater then my pit of fire I've grown use to.

Hell, hades, and all the sinners where thrown in the fires, where we all suffered forever and ever. There are so many people in the fires I float to the bottom and my feet are burn with the coals that litter the ground. I try and swim up but the water is hotter then the sun my flesh should melt but it doesn't for God gave us an immortal body that can make us feel the pain but it is not harm. I scream out so very thirsty the water goes down my throat and burns my insides, my body eats its self for lack of food and I feel that pain to.

I'm tormented by images on how I could have repented and been with God but they are shattered as I'm constantly reminded how I turned and sin. this pain I feel is nothing like I have felt before its never ending and I sit here day after day drowning, burning, thirsty, tormented by images, and feeling my flesh eat its self as people push kick, punch and scream next to me don't they no this is our life now this is what we have to live like for forever and ever with no rest and an undurable pain.